i'm fine :)

i'm fine

i'm fine

i'm fine

I'M FINE :)

how i wish i can say it without hiding anything

well

honestly

I'M TOTALLY NOT FINE!

everything seem to bugs me

annoyed me

irritated me

hiding behind a plastic smile

and 

fake laugh

how i wish i can tell the world

I'M NOT FINE!

I'M IRRITATED

I'M ANNOYED

I'M FRUSTRATED

I'M RECKLESS

I'M ANGRY

my emotions are totally wrecked up :'(

everything seems to mess up

but 

the world doesn't need to know

keeping it by myself is enough

so 

i keep hiding

behind 

these words

IT'S OKAY! I'M FINE :')