*holiday mode on*

holiday is finally here!!

da moment dat I've been waiting since like forever..

ow,yeah!

can't wait to be home (>,<)

i mish home a lot!

n i mish my "shayanks" so much!! too much!!

especially diz guy~

miss his laugh..his joke..his annoying attitude..

miss all bout him..

can't wait to see him..=)

n i miss these two too (>,<)

saranghae omma..saranghae appa =)

see u guys soon! i juz can't wait..

jika aku jatuh hati~

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim...

Ya Allah...

Jika aku jatuh cinta,

Cintakanlah aku pada seseorang yang melabuhkan cintanya PadaMu,

Agar bertambah kekuatanku untuk mencintaiMu...

Ya Muhaimin...

Jika aku jatuh hati,

Izinkanlah aku menyentuh hati seseorang yang hatinya tertaut padaMu,

Agar tidak terjatuh aku dalam jurang cinta nafsu...

Ya Rabbana...

Jika aku jatuh hati,

Jagalah hatiku padanya,

Agar tidak berpaling daripada hatiMu...

Ya Rabbul Izzati...

Jika aku rindu,

Rindukanlah aku pada seseorang,

Yang merindui syahid di jalanMu...

Ya Allah...

Jika aku menikmati cinta kekasihMu,

Janganlah kenikmatan itu melebihi kenikmatan indahnya,

Bermunajat di sepertiga malam terakhirMu...

Ya Allah...

Jika aku jatuh hati pada kekasihMu,

Jangan biarkan aku tertatih dan terjatuh,

Dalam perjalanan panjang menyeru manusia kepadaMu...

Ya Allah,

Jika Kau halalkan aku merindui kekasihMu,

Jangan biarkan aku melampaui batas,

Sehingga melupakan aku pada cinta hakiki dan rindu abadi hanya kepadaMu...

Amin ya rabbal alamin...

my wishlist!

diz 2 days, my stomach start craving for a lot of things..

getting hungry a lot diz days..aish~==!

(oh,no..i'm getting chubbier ==")

CRAVING FOR DIZ!

chocolate cake ==!

shayank, mr.coke =)

chocolate!! and a lot of it..

cheesy wedges..*look at the cheese..totally drooling*

chicken rice! n not juz ordinary one, i want my mom chicken rice..*gaaaahh*

laksa sarawak *getting hungry*

last but not least...

lolipop =) * encik penyuk, u owe me one!*

i'm so getting chubbier diz holidays...dun care, dun wanna know..

all dat i want is my desire to be fulfilled~

I WANT THEM ALL!!

100 truths!

100 TRUTHS BOUT ME~

WHAT WAS YOUR:

1. Last beverage:coke~

2. Last phone call:papa =)

3. Last text message: bro mc'kee bujad!

4. Last song you listened to:when the door closed~doojoon and dongwoon (gaaahhh,doojoon oppa!! )

5. Last time you cried: bla ow~~i'm not the type of gurl who easy to shed tears..

HAVE YOU EVER:

6. Dated someone twice:nope~ not yet..ahaha

7. Been cheated on:yep...recently~ n i hate bein cheated!

8. Kissed someone & regretted it:aish..no! neva kiss anyone..(i will be dead if my mom knew i kiss smeone~)

9. Lost someone special:yup...

10. Been depressed: opcoz..everybody also gone through it rite?

11. Been drunk and threw up:neva...i'm so dead if i did that..bsides,it's 'haram' in Islam=)

LIST THREE FAVORITE COLOURS:

12. blue

13. black

14. purple

THIS YEAR HAVE YOU :

15. What's the question:what?!

16. Fallen out of love: nope! not yet i guess ==!

17. Laughed until you cried: yes!! almost everyday...

18. Met someone who changed you:nope..i am who i am..nobody can change me unless i wanna

19. Found out who your true friends were: yep..n they r here wit me=)

20. Found out someone was talking about you: yup....n i dont care...

21. Kissed anyone on your friend's list:nope!

22. How many people on your friends list: 606 friends..and will be increasing soon~~

23. How many kids do you want to have: 2 boys n 2 gurls..ahaha~

24. Do you have any pets:nope...suma dh parai~~muahaha

25. Do you want to change your name:no! i lerb my name~

26. What did you do for your last birthday:nothing~dok mlalak sorg2 d rumah..tanam anggur~

27. What time did you wake up today:11.47 a.m...bad habit~hek3

28. What were you doing at midnight last night: watching "he who can't marry" alone..uwaa~

29. Name something you CANNOT wait for:holiday!!!

30. Last time you saw your Father: 2 january 2011..

31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your mom:nothing..i like her da way she are...lerb ya,mama!!

32. What are you listening to right now?: because i'm weary..god of study OST

33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom:nope...neva,i think~

34. What's getting on your nerves right now: cheater! liar!

35. Most visited webpage/s: facebook and youtube...

36. What's your real name: nurul syazwani binti awang noordin..(fuhh..quite a long name)

37. Nickname:u'ul...wanie..bong..along..adeq..onie..neneshinchan..shaz..

38. Relationship Status:single! and proud to be one!

39. Zodiac sign: i'm aries!

40. Male or female?: female la!

41. Elementary?:sk kampung sbrg mukah, then moved to sk kmpung baru, btulu~~

42. High School?: Sm sains miri for 3 years, then move to smk bandar,bntulu..

43. College? : IPG kmpus rajang~~

44. Hair color :urm...

45. Long or short: sedang2 ada x? hek3

46. Height: 156? asanya...

47. Do you have a crush on someone?: shhh..dun wanna tell u!

48: What do you like about yourself?:EVERYTHING! hek3

49. Piercings: ears....

50. Tattoos: not allowed..

51. Righty or lefty: i'm righty!

FIRSTS :

52. First surgery: neva!

53. First piercing: ears..

54. First best friend:syarifah nazirah bt wan ikhsan..n we r still frenz till now..lerb ya sisz!

55. First sport you joined:racing basikal..ahaha~

56. First vacation: KL

57. First fav. kpop group:8eight~

58. First word uttereerd: uwaaa~~~~

RIGHT NOW

59. Eating:nope..

60. Drinking:nope..

61. I'm about to:bury myself with korean movies..=)

62. Listening to: when the door closed..(repeating it over and over again..i'm addicted!)

63. Waiting for: friday to come! hurry2!!

YOUR FUTURE

64. Want kids?: yep! definitely..i lerb kids!

65. Get Married?:ya..i think..

66. Career?:ckgu bm brkaliber..muahaha~

WHICH IS BETTER:

67. Lips or eyes: eyes!

68. Hugs or kisses: hugs!

69. Shorter or taller: taller!

70. Older or Younger:older!

71. Romantic or spontaneous:spontaneous!

72. Nice stomach or nice arms: nice stomach!

73. Sensitive or loud: loud!

74. Hook-up or relationship: relationship maa!

75. Trouble maker or hesitant: trouble maker! hek3

HAVE YOU EVER :

76. Kissed a stranger:no...n NEVA!

77. Drank hard liquor: NEVER!

78. Lost glasses/contacts: nope!

79. Sex on first date:i dun want to die first! ngee~~euww..dun wanna to..

80. Broken someone's heart:yep..n i still feel guilty bout it..hope he going to be fine soon~

81. Slipped and fall (and laughed hard):ya..embarassing but funny! ahaha

82. Been arrested:yep..ponteng klas lowk...(gaok wak kuw tk)

83. Fell and kissed the floor: nope..

84. Cried when someone died:ya...so many times..

85. Laughed so hard at a friend till you snorted:embarassing but ya!

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:

86. Yourself: yaaaa...

87. Miracle: yep..i believe in miracle!

88. Love at first sight: ya!

89. Aliens :alien? aha

90. Santa Claus:nope!

91. Kiss on the first date: nope!

92. Angels: ya!

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:

93. Have you told a lie to comfort a friend?: ya..if it is da bez way to comfort her,y not?

94. Had more than 1 girlfriend/boyfriend at a time:nope..loyalty is my priority..aha

95. Did you sing today?:yep..n now i'm still singing~~

96. How many songs do u have on your iTunes:no idea....tons...

97. If you could go back in time, how far would you go?: i wanna be a little child again!!

98. Are you addicted to facebook?:ya! totally!

99. Do you like unglam photos? : nope!

100. Posting this as 100 truth?: yep!!!

shhh...it's a secret..keep it between us..okies dokies? =)

i hate u!

geram deyh!!

how could he do that! ==!

i'm so sebal+geram+angry+frustrated+kuchiwa..

i hate liars da most..

especially when they lie that they are going to die juz to get what they want!!

i hate it!!

HATE!! HATE!! HATE!!

*pabo!!*

arggghhh!!!!!

go away u liar!! i hate u!

da chumel one~~

mason moon!!! so chumel la budak towk...

syg, still underage mun x dh dtekel dh teyk..ahaha=)

ngee~can u be my lil brother,pliz ow pliz??

aish..*faint due to the cuteness*

he is totally cute..x cyak ka?

well,let see some of his pixcha..

then u will see, how cute he is..

gaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhh...*fainting*

kawaiii~~

bad day~~

cam tajuk lagu la plg ow.."bad day"...

aiseh..have a really bad day today..

pez,my hp broke down..(again!!)..

nang dbuang wak lak bok twuk..

*geram mode* arrrgggghhh!!

then, twus ilang mood pey ptg..

ampun2 pda org2 yg x dlyn teyk..

bukan sngaja x mlyn, pi x tr"sengaja" x mlyn bha..ampun!

ngee~da bad day is not over yet..

dh la ilang mood,then i caught flu..*sob2*

dok crik tisu tk dr tdik..

tisu ow tisu~~

*gone looking 4 tissue*=.='

aku penat!!

the most tiring day ever!! well,maybe not ever..

pi pez day of 2nd week n i'm already tired to dead..aish..(+_+)

tired..tired..tired!!!

adoyai...starting with lectures early in da morning n i only managed to end diz madness on

5.30 in da evening..

quite a long day..pshhh..

nsib bet jak x g men tenis witowk,mun x..

nang sah trgoleng-goleng la leput kt court tenis ya..

spa mk angkt? nang sah2 la x da spa mk angkt..

tang da jak trgoleng2 sia,brik malu jak...(i know,i'm so shameless=p)

but still diz day is not over yet...

6 more hours till Monday over..

tlg la brputar cpt sikit masa..

tulung lah...=.='

juz so u know...

listening to "juz so u know" juz now...one of my favourite song b4..

somehow,it remind me of past..ska an sumone who belong to sumone else..ngee~

i know it's wrong but we can't cntrol our feeling can't we?

aish,it's really hard..pi smehow i managed to get over HIM..

now,suma ya history..yet,diz song still one of my favourite..

love it!!

~JUZ SO U KNOW~

i shouldn't love u

but i want to

i juz cn't turn away

i shouldn't see u, but i cn't move

i cn't look away

i shouldn't love u

but i want to

i juz cn't turn away

i shouldn't see u, but i cn't move

i cn't look away

and

i don't know how to be fine when i'm not

coz i don't know

how to make this feeling stop

juz so u know

diz feeling taking control of me

and i can't help it

i won't sit around

i cn't let him win now

though u should know

i try my best to let go of u

but i don't want to

i juz gotta say all b4 i go

juz so u know

it's getting hard to be around u

there so much i cn't say

do u want me

i gotta feeling

and look the other way

and i don't know

how to be fine when i'm not

coz i don't know

how to make this feeling stop

juz so u know

diz feeling taking control of me

and i can't help it

i won't sit around

i cn't let him win now

though u should know

i try my best to let go of u

but i don't want to

i juz gotta say all b4 i go

juz so u know

diz emptiness is killing me

i wonder why i'm waiting so long

looking back i realise

it was always there never spoken

i'm waiting here

been waiting here

juz so u know

diz feeling taking control of me

and i can't help it

i won't sit around

i cn't let him win now

though u should know

i try my best to let go of u

but i don't want to

i juz gotta say all b4 i go

juz so u know

juz so u know...

though u should know

i try my best to let go of u

but i don't want to

i juz gotta say all b4 i go

juz so u know

juz so u know...

juz so u know.......