bye bye october :)

holiday already ended =="

and 

study week just started

AND

that's mean

Mr. Exam is around the corner!

gaaahhhh =="

CONGRATULATIONS!

I HATE U MR. EXAM!

it's time to date the books

fall in love with the notes

staying together with nescafe

having "fun" till late night

cuddle with the earphones and super duper loud music

thinking of it making me want to explode

arggghh =="

but yet eventhough it's study week

work seem to become overload this week

a lot of folders waiting to be submit

*fainted*

ow,yeah :)

before i forget

introducing my new sweetheart!

*drum rolls*

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tada!!

samsung corby!

new phone!

and ya,

its really in yellow colour

gazillion of thanx to babah for buying me this :)

sukasukasukasukasukasuka :)

thanx, babah!

syg abah :)

october recap!

October almost end already :)

been busy like bee this month..

there's a lot of things happen

sad and  happy, it will leave memories to be remember

let's do some recap, shall we?

early October

believe it or not, 

gotta a chance to meet our old prime minister

guess who?

it's 

TUN DR MAHATHIR MOHAMMAD :)

spending an evening at RH hotel

okay, let's move on

in the middle of October

camping time!

4 days, 3 nights at Mukah

spending a lot of time with the "kawan-kawans"

and of course, 

with si gulagula hati :)

simulation tyme :)

gurl power!

gajet ow gajet :)

and 

15 October :)

it's his birthday

hepi birthday dear :)

i'm glad u always there for me

i'm glad that i meet u

i'm glad that i love u

and 

i'm glad that u feel the same towards me

hepi birthday, si pemilik hati :)

bought some present for him too!

what it is?

let it stay between me and him :)

and now

25 October 2011

it's already the 4th day of holidays

i'm bored =="

being left alone at home

and being far away for 4 days already

i miss him..A LOT!

but still

i'm having a great time at home

spending it with the love ones,

dear mama and babah

and 

si adeq

but still something bothering me

mama keep complaining bout her leg

i feel pity for mama

urm

get well soon, mama

i love u!

love u too, babah and si adek :)

and 

love u so damn much, si gulagula hati :)

my eye bags are getting heavier =="

gotta go and get some sleep

till then

*pen off*

fallen to 0330 :)

currently love to hear this song..A LOT!

it's slowly become my addiction :)

a song by u kiss, 0330 :)

#TRANSLATION
(Eli) Yo listen up, this is my tragic story, just to break into my heart (check it) 

(Hoon) I still cannot erase you
I keep thinking about you
I really miss you
(U-Kiss) I cannot sleep at all at night
(Hoon) The sound of the raindrops hitting on the window of my heart 
The place that you left
I really miss you
(U-Kiss) And I cannot sleep at all at night

(AJ) The view of your back, leaving me on this rainy road
Because I couldn't do anything again,
I regret it again everyday. I'm sorry,
I pray, I want you to be back. 
I can't. I can't stand it. I cannot stand a day without you. 
My tears are falling again. 
Will I be able to forget you ? When will I be like that till ? 

(Soohyun) I still cannot erase you
I keep thinking about you
I really miss you
(U-Kiss) I cannot sleep at all at night
(Soohyun) The sound of the raindrops hitting on the window of my heart 
The place that you left
I really miss you
(U-Kiss) And I cannot sleep at all at night

(Kiseop) Oh tonight again, tonight again, her

(Eli) I keep thinking of you at night, I cannot sleep
Why did I turn on this love show
The distance between us has increased
I was the servant of this love
Why did we fight ? Why were we like that ? 
Did you lose the sight ? We used to be in love. 
Why am I stuck in this moment ? The one I need is you, silly. 

(Dongho) You, drooping your shoulders
You, taking a rest on the ground
You, hitting your chest in frustration
You, praying to the heavens with your hands clasped
I think of you getting up. Let's forget and erase all our bad memories. 
(I'm sorry) How would you ? I cannot say anything besides 'I'm sorry'. 

(Kevin) I still cannot erase you
I keep thinking about you
I really miss you
(U-Kiss) I cannot sleep at all at night
(Kevin) The sound of the raindrops hitting on the window of my heart 
The place that you left
I really miss you
(U-Kiss) And I cannot sleep at all at night

(Kevin) Oh tonight again, tonight again, her

(Eli, AJ, Dongho) You and I, don't cut our cord. 
Don't deny our r²π 
Come to me, everything is fine now. 
We will start everything over, over again. 

(U-Kiss) I cannot sleep at all at night

(Hoon) I still cannot erase you
I keep thinking about you
I really miss you
(U-Kiss) I cannot sleep at all at night
(Kevin) The sound of the raindrops hitting on the window of my heart 
The place that you left
I really miss you
(U-Kiss) And I cannot sleep at all at night

i'm glad :)

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i'm glad :)

i'm glad that u r the one who truly understand me

i'm glad that u r the one who know how to treat me

i'm glad that u can accept me no matter how annoying i can be

i'm glad u r the one who know how to advice me the right way

i'm glad that i have u who can lend ur shoulder when i need one

i'm glad i have u who can protect me

i'm glad i have u who cares for me

i'm glad i'm the one who u always looking for

i'm glad that u r the one who taught me right and wrong

i'm glad that u are the one who annoyed me 

i'm glad that u r the main reason that i cry and break down

i'm glad that i can be myself when i'm with u

i'm glad u r the one who always bring up smile on my face

i'm glad u r the reason for my laugh

i'm glad that u r the one who i share every precious moment with

and 

i'm glad that u r the one i fell in love with :)

i'm glad i have u

and

i'm just glad it's u, dear :)

* i love u, dear :) *

i really don't meant it :')

as much as i don't want him to hurt me

as much as that i don't want to hurt him

but sometimes

words can really hurt

and maybe kill too!

i really don't meant it 

the way u understand it

ya, i know..

i hurt u

i'm sorry 

i really meant it..

and 

what i say earlier

i really don't meant it

and 

i know i messed it all up

i don't meant anything like that when i said it

we all make mistakes

and my biggest mistake is hurting u

i am so wrong

i just had no idea what i getting myself into

and now i'm almost die because of guilt

this guilt is killing me

urm..

i'm sorry

i'm sorry

i'm sorry

damn! 

i feel so guilty rite now

my mood is off

just forgive me please?

i'm dying cause of guilt already

forgive me? please?

*notakaki : for u know who u are*